Tuesday, August 30
"Pui-lim"oh well i couldn't sleep last night la. 3 plus and i'm still awake. lol it's always like this for gp. but well.. for once the compre seems quite readable and not boring. so.. ha *cross my fingers*
how do you deal with insecurity my friend? you attempt to cling on more to things around you? or choose not to give any breathing space to things you thought you own and only own? trust me, you don't play the game this way. there are somethings that are pretty obvious around you. yet i wonder if you choose to comprehend why, or just ignore it as if it isn't worth you thinking about. whatever the case is, at the end of the day, things will get weary and the game loses its meaning. i tell you what, don't bother to look around for the root of all causes. go face the mirror and you'll see the answer. it's in your mind. - no offfense though. my two cents worth.
on a lighter note,
wish jinglin and her dear hanting last long long. heh.
Heli Dont ask me why 9:17 PM
Saturday, August 27
Everything in its time.
sometimes i dont feel like going anywhere
i just want to move on and on and on..
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
Heli Dont ask me why 9:15 PM
Wednesday, August 24
so where the hell are youi just wanna know how you're doing.
i just wanna know are you okay.
i just hope you'll be happy...
*speechless.
for a moment i don't know what is truth.
i don't know which way to go.
so.. who is there to save me.
Heli Dont ask me why 8:57 PM
Monday, August 22
"5 mins. red carpet and ice water please."didn't go to school today.
(lol no need to suffer ear pain from the peeps.)
hah didn't make full use of time though.
hah didn't make full use of time though.
half the time spend idling and sleeping.
haha but i know i did something
haha but i know i did something
meaningful today jiu dui le. =)
anyway.. prelims coming and no i'm not well prepared.
hah its like neverending studies to be done.
kind of freaking scared at times. wonder if i can make it.
but hah, i can't run away from it. and well..never say die.
anyway.. prelims coming and no i'm not well prepared.
hah its like neverending studies to be done.
kind of freaking scared at times. wonder if i can make it.
but hah, i can't run away from it. and well..never say die.
Heli Dont ask me why 7:12 PM
Saturday, August 20
today is your day...almost 6 years and still counting..
this is how long i've known him..
and also how long we've been bro & sis.
through the years, we've our pitfalls and what not..
but each time we fall, we've each other to fall on.
each time i fell, he'll be there as if he's holding on to an ice cream in his hand for me (although not literally)
and this particular person has indeed made an impact onto my life.
and i wanna thank him for being so patient with me all the while,
showering me with care & concern,
and giving me words of advice.
and i wanna tell him that..
zhiwen, you'll always be my no1 kor. always. =)
Heli Dont ask me why 2:16 PM
Sunday, August 14
friendships are like sweets.
but there's a different kind - toffee. candy covered in chocolate.
these are the higher regarded friendship.
sometimes when you're given sweets you might not know if it's toffee or not. gotta try it, taste it.
my friend, look at what you've got in your mouth. :)
Heli Dont ask me why 3:13 PM
Tuesday, August 9
Rain Down!Heh went for the Festival of Praise '05 and truly enjoyed every bit of it! Although we queued 15omins before on the 2nd day, and queued for 1 hour plus and when we're inside, we waited for about 45mins before the thing start.
But it's all worth it. =)
i felt so fulfilled on sunday. hehe.
Rain down all around the world we're singing
Rain down can you here the earth is singing
Rain down my heart is dry but still I'm singing
Rain down rain it down on me.
Heli Dont ask me why 11:58 PM
Wednesday, August 3
hah it feels relieved when you know that out there somebody understands you.(or at least tries to).
never never never give up. - Mr Lee H.B.
Heli Dont ask me why 12:26 AM
Monday, August 1
sometimes in life, certain things if you keep trying, it get screwed and you just can't understand.so it's better not to try so hard sometimes. you just get lost and "oops" in the end.
friday is the day. Pray hard i will make it. L_L
Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Dont be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this
Heli Dont ask me why 7:13 PM
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.: Thoughts :.
I know i have to let you go..
Everyone tells me this is so...
See, my life has stopped since
You passed away
Sometimes i can't bear it
Even for one more day..
Thoughts of you consume me
Every second of everyday
I just want it back you know
The way things used to be...
In my life you held the key
And now i have just your memory
And though this is not enough for me
This is how it has to be...
I need to laugh again without feeling guilty
You aren't here...
I feel so alone & full of tear
It's so terribly hard when all that's
Left is tears...
Mum, i wish you are here
Just plainly listening to me...
I promise to keep you safe
Where you have always been of course
In my heart, that's the place...